so i've had this stupid smile plastered on my face for the past two days... and i wish i could put into words how i feel, but i just can't. this is all new... and i'm loving it :-) i am so humbled by God's mercy, His love and forgiveness... just wow ::happy sigh::

oh btw, i have to learn not to talk a mile a minute when i'm nervous. soon. it's very annoying :-P

i put in nine hours at the hospital today! do i win, or do i win?!

i only have three glorious hours left at the library. forever. if you could see me, you would know that the very thought of this makes me dance. which would make you, dear reader, laugh. a lot. it makes me sad that this job aggravates me so much, because i love libraries, but apparently not working in them. i still want to own a bookstore someday. or i can just live vicariously through aunt kate. which i have been known to do on occasion. that bookstore is amazing.

i didn't get my greyhound this weekend. diane doesn't know it, but she's going to cave in and let me adopt one.

do you ever get dyslexic with keys on the keyboard? because i definitely do. just thought i'd share.

i forgot to make hang-gliding reservations today. oh dear, i am awful :-(

i have to study limnology. which i love. more than life. ha. or maybe i could just beat my head against a wall. oh, and can i just say that i got the most jacked lab report assignment today?! four solid pages of short answer (which for this prof is really a multi-volume work...) due friday. oh, and we get a take-home test on wednesday that is also due on friday. ok, so it's not the end of the world, but really? doesn't he know this is my last semester, and i am done with silly lab reports and meaningless tests? i seem to have misplaced my motivation...

and one last thing before i go... overripe bananas make me sad. unless they're in banana bread. and then it's ok.


"and i will open up my heart, search me in the deepest part. and i will stand in cleansing fire, by You, purified. by You, i'm purified"