so i'm a little frustrated right now, and i guess that's ok, just kind of hoping this doesn't reach that "explain yourself" point... seems inevitable, and i don't know how i feel about that...

Sigh no more, ladies, sigh no more,
Men were deceivers ever
One foot in sea, and one on shore,
To one thing constant never.
-Shakespeare, Much Ado About Nothing

well, other than being in the most awkward situation of my life, things have been good. taking this brief moment to come up for air before burying my brain in the depths of ornithology (and the 1000+ page book we're apparently going to cover in one semester... suddenly, birds are only good for eatin). looking forward to a not-work Friday night followed by a weekend of trying to get caught up and ahead in everything since the next weekend is GRASS, and that will basically take up all of my time and make me want to tie heavy rocks to my feet and jump into lake sinclair. life is good though, really, it is. God is providing, and sending me, well, i don't know where, but for once, i'm ok with this lack-of-visible-path situation going on. perhaps i am too distracted by other things to even notice. i smell coffee... mmm, coffee... that sounds lovely